Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Midnight

Midnight... Is it a beginning or an end? I think perhaps it's the middle instead. A bridge. A fence. I find myself at my midnight now. I can stand up or break down. Cross the bridge, jump the fence - or stay in this Limbo. I wonder. I wonder how things come to happen without you even realizing it. How things can sneak up and knock you down. How something so simple, so innocent, can cause such heartache. Then there is this question: Should it even cause pain at all? I think it should, I think it shouldn't. I know it does and I know in reflection of the moment it always will. What I also know is that life will go on. I love with my whole heart and I will be happy. The time will change and so will I. I am. I am changing for the better. I hope. I trust.


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This was taken at midnight. The lit up sky gives me a visual of where I am and where I want to be. I know that sounds cheesy, but I have those kind of moments occasionally.


4 comments:

Irisheyes74 said...

hey!! your going all 'deep' on me lately!!

loving all the pics your posting..they are amazing..sorry if i don't tell you often enough! yesterdays of the water especially were beautiful..very talented!!

Ava Conner said...

Yea, I know. I can't help it. :( I'm bipolar though (not really) so maybe I'll crank out something...shallow...soon.

And thanks for the kind words! I can always count on you to boost my teeny tiny ego. <3

Danielle said...

Thank you. I have had a bad couple days and reading this post has brightened my day....my rainy, cold NYC day =/

I love those moments of clarity and peace.

Ava Conner said...

You're welcome. I really didn't see it in a positive or negative way. To me it was just like statements of fact, but I'm so glad it brightened your day. =)